quin

@quin
active 1 year, 11 months ago
Daddy, clearly we don’t know how much things change in a mater of time. I know what transpired. I just simply don’t understand you daddy. and you are quite the funny one!! What humor you have….I don’t have any requests. Just going to let things flow today. But I will ask that you please don’t let my mind wonder a far off. You know what […] View
  • 1 year, 11 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    Daddy, clearly we don’t know how much things change in a mater of time. I know what transpired. I just simply don’t understand you daddy. and you are quite the funny one!! What humor you have….I don’t have any requests. Just going to let things flow today. But I will ask that you please don’t let my mind wonder a far off. You know what happened…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 1 month ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 1 month ago

    It’s 02/07/2018!!
    This is the year that Johnta comes home and the year that Ava starts headstart! God I’m going to be 26 this year!! omg how time flies..well I really want to have this journal so I can be honest in my right now moment and speak to you one on one. I won’t catch you up on what has happened because you of all people already know…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 7 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    Good Afternoon Daddy,

    Oh my Lord, I am just sooo Grateful!! Yes I said it I’m grateful to you for everything. You surely work in mysterious ways. I never know when, how, or where you are going to show up in my life. But you always do and you are always on time!! Yes He is!! (sings song).. Lord you have shown me that you got me in every area and…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 7 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    Daddy,
    I am so Fucking angry at Tyreis and angry with myself!! I let my fucking guard down again and I let another nigga come in and upset me, distract me, cause me to get off course. I’m so disappointed and disgusted. Really at myself for being so stupid for letting my guards down with this man. You always allow me to engage or disengage… and…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 7 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 7 months ago

    Good Morning Dad,
    So reading your word this morning and oh how I miss our personal time in the morning! Its like the pressures of this world fade away when I think on you. But I do know that I can cast all of my cares on you because you care for me. I’m casting them this morning so I can get it off my chest. So its me oh Lord, I feel like I don’t…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 8 months ago

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    quin Posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago

    Good evening Daddy,
    Umm so the baby is gone… I didn’t even know I was pregnant with his child. God wow… no words. And yet I’m still highly attracted to him in so many ways. Umm I really don’t even know what to say. you are going to have to tell me something because I really don’t have the zeal right now for anything but REST. I’m sooo sleepy.…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 9 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    Good Morning,
    No need for an intro just thoughts and intimate time with you. God, Im concerned about keeping myself holy in your sight. I love Tyreis and I feel like he is my husband. But idk how to be around him without falling in love with him and desiring to be with him sexually. I know this was always a struggle for me. And I also know that…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 10 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago

    6/8/17 I just came from my lunch break and I keep visualizing and seeing my wedding with Tyreis. This is not a usual vision I’m seeing. I believe its the snipets that God is giving me and promising me that He is going to fulfil… I see all white, I see Cierra, Jaquise, Boobie, Yolanda, Ivee and London, Ava and Dakota… (the girls- Ava & Ivee)…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 10 months ago

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    quin Posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago

    Hey dad,
    No need to catch you up. just talking…My life has taken a turn for the better. I just want to thank you. I still feel like I’m dreaming. Everything is just beautiful!!… God how do I just receive the blessings you are giving to me? how do I just relax and take it one day at a time? Oh yeah while I’m at it can I just be honest and say…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 10 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago

    Good Afternoon God,

    Well I’m here can’t believe I am about to have this conversation with you but I know you’ve been waiting on me. God/Jesus I thought I knew. I thought I had it planned out. I thought I could not be surprised. I got discouraged a couple of times. Been unable to deal with the problem. Unable to face the fact that I had to trust…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 11 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 11 months ago

    Good Afternoon,
    I was about to walk away from the church to please my flesh. I was about to give in to a temptation. I was about to go my own route in life. But you saved me, from the snares of the enemy. I was contempating giving up a full future for a moment in the now. But God I heard you and I will heed to your command/voice. I will stand and…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 11 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 11 months ago

    God,
    What is this spirit that keeps mocking me. It uses me, befriends me, it provoakes me, it does bold things knowing my situation, its selfish and extremely jealous…. I need you to expose this thing that I keep attracting that keeps pretending to be a damsil in distress and has no intent to return the love. It drains me… Why? God so many…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 11 months ago

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    quin Posted an update 2 years, 11 months ago

    I am new in you… God all this that you are sharing with me I thank you and I expect and know them to be true. I knew your will would be done regardless of how I feel about anything. I know you wanted me to be in school. That’s why after failing 3 times you still allowed me to go. I know you want me to buy in July that’s why you allowed the…[Read more]

  • 2 years, 11 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 2 years, 11 months ago

    Good Morning Daddy. Im blessed. I know you are always concerned and wanting to hear from me. Thank you for the separation from things and people who are not permitted to my next level. God continue to grow my confidence in you God help me to get that in my spirit. God I’m not sure which direction you are wanting to lead me but I will go and…[Read more]

  • 3 years ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 3 years ago

    After writing my post.. the reading 03/28/17 devotional in Jesus Calling… This is what I believe you are saying to me… in Philipians 2
    Imitating Christ’s Humility

    2 Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, 2 t…[Read more]

  • 3 years ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 3 years ago

    Good Morning,
    So just to get to the point. I write to you in (Mono)logue not (dia)logue. I desire dialogue. where would you have my mind to travel today. how do I rest in you? how do I just block out the things that my mind desires to wonder about? Well how about I get it all out now. All of my concerns, all of my thoughts and then from this day…[Read more]

  • 3 years ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 3 years ago

    God thank you for the Word all this week. Its all in themes of let go of my plan for yours.. and submit to your will… I chose to do that today when I spoke to the intern and told her and meant that from the bottom of my heart that I think she would be great to the Pretrial officer position. God I do not want to stand in anyone else’s way. If she…[Read more]

  • 3 years ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 3 years ago

    Good Afternoon Daddy,
    My assignment from the Sunday school lesson that I am wayyy behind on is to write a letter of grattitude to you. Thanking you for changing me and how you saved me. And because I want to feel your presence I am going to do just that…. God THANK YOU for all that you have done!!! I know that you have brought me from a long…[Read more]

  • 3 years, 1 month ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 3 years, 1 month ago

    God I don’t even know where to start? Bullet list
    1) Job potential (Teen Court)
    2) Sister Got a Car
    3) Ayana Got into UF
    4) Ava Saw her dad 02/04/17
    5) Found a CONDO
    6) Buying a CONDO
    7) Debt Free
    8) I’m Free
    9) Im happy
    I think thats just the beginning. I really didn’t even see all of this coming. But You had a plan this whole time.…[Read more]

  • 3 years, 2 months ago

    quin

    quin Posted an update 3 years, 2 months ago

    Good Afternoon,

    Well well well, I am just lmao at these past posts. geez you have truly brought me through some things… And just when I thought that progress was not being made. Well whats up today? I wanted to make mention of some important themes that I have been exposed to this past week.. I’ll have to bullet point them because its waay to…[Read more]

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